Hi baba how are you I wrote a message on here awhile ago I’m trying to find it to read but I can’t find it, you’re always here to know gossip and tea but I’m just updating you, recently I drove a car and it was a Toyota, it felt so good because you had Toyotas, I would have loved it to be a estima or Lucida haha, it brought tears to my eyes (happy ones) one day I would like to drive a car like yours. Ive been viewing some properties recently but nothing has caught my eye, I don’t know if I told you but I’ve got a new kitten, her name is Bella and her and Jax get on really well, she drives him insane but they love each other deep down. Christmas is coming up and I’m going to spend it with Nan, I’m trying to organise hala taking her to hers for the day but I doubt that’s going to happen, It’s 2:30am and I can’t stop thinking about you. I forgot to say, I’m going up to Manchester to hand deliver a letter to Ritchie Blackmore soon and I can’t wait I’m so excited I want to book my ticket asap, I miss you so much I need you down here dad, I need some advice on everything I have so many questions and so little people with answers, the family is falling apart, the house is getting sold, nans going into a care home everything is just fucked, please I’m begging you please send me a sign anything, I need your presence I need to have a conversation with you I love and miss you sooooooo much words can’t explain but I’m missing you most right now, I love you dearly and hope we meet soon ❤️x